Shades Of Clarke-Gray

Would be it   The age of the wolf? Where everything started  To change and make senses. Where we only now have a break And realized about ourselves,  About our real existence  From daughter, to sister, auntie  Wife, mother and where were you You as a woman. Woman that gave yourself  To be a wife, a mother, housekeeper  To remember everybody’s things. What to do and you woman, Who going to remind you  Of yourself? What to do, your things,  Where are you, where are your dreams? Do still have them? Ah, the forty something. It’s too later now to catch up. Nobody will care now. Looking in the mirror, Do you see your real reflections on it? Look how much weight have you lost! You look too skinny! Look at your skin, It all sagging! Stopped!!! Stopped with all of it! Ah , the forty something  Is messing with your mind. But hey, you look beautiful! Very nice indeed. Stop criticize yourself! Lots of people already doing this. Be proud of yourself!...

Their love for each other was so pure They kept back and forth  But the more they were doing this The more they got hurt  They decided to let it go Go the situation  Go with the flow Just the way they started... Because instead of insisting  With it and become bitter people  They agreed to keep  The purity of it The beauty of it The memories  The love... ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  O amor um pelo outro era tão puro  Eles continuaram no indo e vindo  Mas quanto mais eles faziam isso  Mais eles se machucavam  Eles decidiram terminar  Terminar com a situação  E deixar ir com o vento  Do jeito que eles começaram ...  Porque ao invés de insistir  Com isso e se tornarem pessoas amargas   Eles concordaram em manter  A pureza do sentimento   A beleza do sentimento   As memórias  O amor... ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray

    What difference does     You be indifferent to me     Trying to affect me     But actually you     Just show your insecurity.     Your indifference doesn't affect me     Your height doesn't frighten me     The way you look at me      Doesn't hurt me     What can i say about it all     I see you’re not happy     Not with her, not with yourself     What I feel?     I can't say     Sadness, pity, anger     Certainly not     I will never have those feelings     And you know this     I have peace, love and compassion     Today and always     For you and anyone     Everything I lived with you     Was a learning lessons      Even though was painful     We weren't to blame for anything     You for being what you are   ...

Sit here , I can hear the sounds   The sounds normally we don’t pay Too much attention of it. Birds chirping, The trees blowing with the wind  The waves crashing on the rocks... For a second, I pay attention  To my own breath  To my heart beating  And then  You came into my mind ...  My mind started to drift away  To my own dreamland  A butterfly distracted me It’s color is so majestic  It’s flies so beautiful  Dancing in the air  Like a ballerina  I feel the peace In my heart and soul I wish you were here To hear it too This sounds so magnificent  The sound of nature ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Sentada aqui, posso ouvir os sons  Os sons que normalmente não prestamos  Muita atenção.   O cantar dos pássaros,  As árvores balançando   Com o soprar do vento  As ondas quebrando nas rochas ...  Por um segundo, eu presto atenção  Na minha respiração  No meu coração baten...

I needed to be right here, right now For my own understanding  Of all the things went  Through in my life  For my own growth  As an individual  I needed to be Where I am Right now Even if the choices I made  Brought me here I know was necessary  No need to blame  People, things or circumstances  I needed to be here For my own growth  For a self love Self caring To learn to be in peace With my own company  I needed to be here Because was necessary  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Eu precisava estar aqui, agora  Para meu próprio entendimento  De todas as coisas que   Aconteceram na minha vida  Para o meu próprio crescimento  Como um indivíduo  Eu precisava estar onde estou  Agora mesmo  Mesmo que as escolhas que eu fiz  Trouxe-me aqui  Eu sei que era necessário  Não há necessidade de culpar  Pessoas, coisas ou circunstâncias  Eu precisava estar aqui  Para o me...

I am proud of you! Proud of you to be yourself. Proud for your achievements. Proud of you for don’t give up. I am proud of you! For make a difference In people’s life. I am proud of you! I am proud of me!  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Estou orgulhosa de você! Orgulhosa por você ser você mesma. Orgulhosa por suas conquistas. Orgulhosa por você não desistir. Estou orgulhosa de você! Por fazer a diferença Na vida das pessoas. Estou orgulhosa de você! Estou orgulhosa de mim!  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray 

  I had a dream A dream where  He danced for me An exotic dance Where I was just the  Only spectator... Every move Every look He gave me My heart was beating  Faster... I felt my body getting warmer  As the minute passed by Seductive, charismatic  He kept All the way through  As he slowly  Took off his clothes  I was keeping sweating  Only to realized  It was a dream A wild dream indeed  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Eu tive um sonho  Um sonho onde  Ele dançava para mim  Uma dança exótica  Onde eu era apenas   A única espectadora ...  Cada movimento  Cada olhada  Que ele me dava   Meu coração batia   Mais rápido...  Senti meu corpo esquentando  Conforme o minuto passava  Sedutor, carismático  Ele se mostrava  Todo o tempo  E lentamente  Ao tirar suas roupas  Eu comecei a suar  Percebendo então   Que era só um so...