Shades Of Clarke-Gray

  Yesterday I cried in pain  I cried in love  I cried for love  Not for lack of it  But because there is no more space  In my heart for it’s grandiose   Yesterday I cried that my soul ached  A pain that mixed  With gratitude  Gratitude of being able to love  For the greatness  For purity  Of this love that I feel in me  Yesterday I cried so much  That I had to force to stop it  I had to keep control  Because the emotion of love was so strong  That a normal person  Wouldn't understand  If I was crying with sadness  But that actually  I was crying  For the excess of love ... ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray Ontem eu chorei de dor Chorei de amor Chorei por amor  Não por falta dele Mas por não ter mais espaço  No meu coração de tão grandioso  Ontem chorei que doía a alma Uma dor que se misturava  Com gratidão  Gratidão de poder amar  Pela grandeza  ...

I am grateful right here, right now! Grateful for the moment  Grateful for the beauty I am seeing  Grateful for the blessings in my life Gratitude generates gratitude! Thank you God, Universe, Mother Earth  Thank you Angels, Archangels  And Guardians  Isn’t about religion  Is about feelings, emotions, good vibes.  The love is in me Salutes the love Is in you !!!  Gratitude to the soul who is heading this ... ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray   Sou grata aqui e agora!  Grata pelo momento  Grata pela beleza que estou vendo  Grata pelas bênçãos em minha vida  Gratidão gera gratidão!  Obrigada Deus, Universo, Mãe Terra  Obrigada aos anjos, arcanjos  E guardiões  Não é sobre religião  É sobre sentimentos, emoções, boas vibrações.  O amor que está em mim  Saúda o amor  Que está em você !!!  Gratidão à alma que está lendo isso ... ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray

  He's so big, a giant  At heart and personality  He's sweet, calm  He's peace and not fight  He's all or nothing  And today I see myself sensible  With a heart full of gratitude ...  With him, I learned what love is  What is loving ...  Without him,my heart hurts  A different pain  That mixes with joy  Because I know, our love  Was true, magical, pure  Wisdom leads me to reflect  And I came to the conclusion  What was, is and will be beautiful  Is our mutual feelings! ©️Renata Clarke-Gray Ele é tão grande, um gigante No coração e personalidade  Ele é doçura, calmaria Ele é paz e não briga Ele é o tudo ou nada E hoje me vejo sensata Com o coração cheio de gratidão... Com ele, aprendi o que é o amor O que é o amar... Sem ele ,meu coração dói  Uma dor diferente  Que se mistura com alegria  Pois sei que o nosso amor  Foi verdadeiro, mágico, puro A sensatez me leva a refletir...

Ground yourself in nature Walk with your bare feet  Through the grass Feel the earth  Connect with it  Breathe, relax, release  Leave your path on a beach Listen to the waves Feel the wind on your face, hair It’s Mother Earth talking to you Embracing you … Feel it Embrace it  Ground yourself  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Integre-se á natureza  Ande descalço  Pela grama  Sinta a terra  Conecte-se com ela  Respire, relaxe, libere  Deixe seu caminho em uma praia  Ouça as ondas  Sinta o vento em seu rosto, cabelo  É a Mãe Terra falando com você  Abraçando você ...  Sinta   Abrace  Integre-se ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  

One day, you were there Playing with your dolls  Brushing their hairs The next ,you were having Your first “Crash”… One day, you get your  First kiss and the next  Your child is an adult  One day, you look at  Yourself in the mirror  And see gray hair Some wrinkles  Next to your eyes  Than you realize  There is less of Your life left  Than what you’ve already lived  Your imperfections doesn’t  Matter anymore  Your legacy is left Now is time for enjoy  The rest of your journey… Yes, you are growing older But getting wiser! ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray    Um dia você estava lá  Brincando com suas bonecas  Escovando os cabelos delas  No outro,você está tendo  Seu primeiro “Crash”...  Um dia, você obtém o seu  Primeiro beijo e no outro   Seu filho já é um adulto  Um dia, você olha para  Você mesma no espelho  E ver os cabelos brancos  Algumas rugas  Perto...

From our hotel room I was watching it through the curtains  Was still early hours in the morning  Just came out of the shower  When you came behind me Giving me a lovely hug  As always you do Everything was perfect  The scenery The company  Too perfect indeed  The moment I spent with you alone  I felt a moment of joy And at the same time The moment of sadness  Because I knew that Wouldn’t last longer  But I was keeping trying  To enjoy every second of it Because was magical  Was pure You gave yourself to me Like never before  And as long I can keep  Coming back  The London Bridge  Always reminds me  Of us ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray Do nosso quarto de hotel Eu estava vendo através das cortinas Ainda era madrugada Quando acabei de sair de um banho Você veio atrás de mim Me dando um abraço adorável Como sempre você faz Tudo foi perfeito O cenário A companhia  De fato muito perfeito O momento que passei soz...

All the words was said Was hard to digested  But at the same time I understood it You were trying to protect  My heart and yours  But forgot that mine Was already damaged  Nothing you can do  Will make any difference... Only time will tell me  How I will carry on But I know for sure  I will try my best to  See the beauty of it To feel the purity of it Until the pain subsides  Isn’t just let you go Is to giving space For someone to walking in  At the same time I am walking out Being careful not to Meet each other’s in the corridor Kinda of speaking  Now , only now, I am seeing the real picture  I am now on the other side  With the one thing different  I felt in love with you  When you were fighting The whole time not to Because you know the way  I am feeling right now ... ©️Renata Clarke-Gray Todas as palavras foram ditas  Foi difícil de digerir  Mas ao mesmo tempo eu entendi  Você estava tenta...

The words still hammering In my head Every little piece of it I keeping playing in my head I keeping going back In that moment  So I can pay attention if  I didn’t forget anything that was said And yes, was louder and clear  “I can’t afford to love you” Is echoing far and beyond  Louder enough for  My ears to hear it  And my heart to felt a sharp pain Without thinking clearly  The tears started to rolling Down my cheeks  Letting out all the pain  I felt in that moment  How could I be so foolish  Denying to myself that  All along you where planning  To be with her Telling me “Ifs , When and Who Knows” “You can’t afford to love me” But I love you without thinking  About the price I will pay for it And here I am,starting the payment  Without the guarantee of refunds ©️Renata Clarke-Gray  As palavras ainda   Estão martelando  Na minha cabeça  Cada pequeno pedaço   Eu continuo repeti...

  I saw the love in her eyes When she said goodbye But was really it? Did I really let her go? I guess so. But in my heart, Our heart  Isn’t a goodbye  For sure... Deep inside, we still want it The feelings we created together  So many things going on But we know that  If it meant to be  Will be  ©️Renata Clarke-Gray Eu vi o amor em seus olhos Quando ela disse adeus, Mas era realmente isso?  Eu realmente a deixei ir?  Eu acho que sim.  Mas no meu coração,  Nosso coração Com certeza  Não é um adeus...  No fundo, ainda queremos Os sentimentos que criamos juntos Tantas coisas acontecendo, Mas sabemos que O que será  Será  ©️Renata Clarke-Gray

Today I was walking   Without a place to go  Just kept walking... So many questions  In my mind And at the same time Kept wandering about my feelings  I felt lonely, but I am not a loner  I wanted so bad to have someone  With me, just a company  But everyone I could think about it Was busy In that particular moment  I understood why someone could  Take their own life  I am not alone in this situation  You want to be safe in that moment  You want just a shoulder,a hug To be knowing  To feel you exist... Depression is crawling in  Slowly, take the happiness  Of the moment ago  To replace it with hurt feelings  Loneliness.  Maybe I just need it  To put my “house” in order To understand I need to deal  With it on my own ©️Renata Clarke-Gray   Hoje eu estava caminhando  Sem um lugar para ir  Continuei andando ...  Tantas perguntas  Em minha mente  E ao mesmo ...

I can see his pain   When he’s talking about love He loved her so much He choose her to be in his life Till death do their part... He made a decision that She didn’t considered  To look back. Now, he has scars Scars for life He has doubts  Doubts about one day He will love again Trust again Doubts about if one day Someone will truly  Love him... But at the same time  I can see in his eyes  The love is there Is Inside of him The love that wants to consume him The love that he wants To share  To live To feel To give ©️Renata Clarke-Gray  Eu posso ver a dor dele  Quando ele fala sobre amor  Ele a amava tanto  Ele a escolheu para estar em sua vida  Até que a morte os separassem.  Ele tomou uma decisão que  Ela não considerou  Em olhar para trás.  Agora ele tem cicatrizes  Cicatrizes para a vida  Ele tem dúvidas   Dúvidas se um dia  Ele irá amar de novo  Confiar de novo  Dúvidas...