Shades Of Clarke-Gray

  Oh how I wanted to love you  For you to feel how good  Is to love and being in love   To feel that every gesture of mine  Where made for pleasure  For love and with love  Oh how I wanted to love you  To take care of you like   No one else ever did  Soothe your soul  Protect you emotionally  Oh how I wanted to love you  But for your playboy selfishness  You wasted everything  Now don't believe it exists  Oh yes it exists yes  Love exists for those  Who really craves it  Oh how I wanted to love you  Oh how i wanted   ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray Ah como eu queria lhe amar Pra você sentir o quanto bom  Amar o amor Sentir que cada gestos meus Foram feitos por prazer Por amor e com amor Ah como queria lhe amar  Lhe cuidar como ninguém  Nunca o fez Lhe acalentar a alma Lhe proteger emocionalmente  Ah como queria lhe amar Mas por seu egoísmo de playboy Você desperdi...

I let you scroll me  Deeply and completely  Navigate into me With all your feelings and emotions. Find your peace on mine embrace  I let you scroll me  With your fingertips  Your kisses, your love I let you scroll me My body, my heart  I let you scroll my soul  ©️Renata Clarke-Gray  Eu deixo você me percorrer   Profundamente e completamente  Navegue em mim  Com todos os seus sentimentos e emoções.  Encontre sua paz no meu abraço  Eu deixo você me percorrer   Com a ponta dos dedos  Seus beijos, seu amor  Eu deixo você me percorrer   Meu corpo, meu coração  Eu deixo você percorrer  minha alma  ©️Renata Clarke-Gray

For a long time I was living   In a way as if I never grow up  I thought I was trapped  On my twenties  Never feeling aging Always thought I was the  Youngest girls of the bunch  I was but, not the way I thought  Until a young man came to me And started to chat He was flirting with me I felt connected with him, but Not in the romantic way I felt connected as a human being  He told me his age Then I realized I could be his mother  I couldn’t believe myself  I never interacted with young people  This way ... But as much I was telling myself and him That I was older enough to be his mother  He didn’t care less  He told me I wasn’t looking my age I was looking just the same age as him And he was trying to show me that  And guess what? With him I felt this way On my twenties... Nothing happened between us But we like each other’s company  I try so hard to see him as a kid But he is just a young man That feels comforta...

  How can I have faith  If everything around me  It's falling apart  How can I have faith  If loved ones  They're leaving ...  How can I have faith  If there are more pain  Than cheers  How can I have faith  If what I want most  It's scream, cry  Blame someone  But who  How can I have faith  In this world of greed  Where the bad guys stay,  Multiply  And the good ones go  Leaving us in pain,  In the longing ...  How can I have faith @Renata Clarke-Gray Como posso ter fé  Se tudo ao meu redor Está se desmoronando Como posso ter fé  Se entes queridos  Estão partindo... Como posso ter fé  Se são mais dores  Do que felicidades Como posso ter fé  Se o que eu mais quero É gritar, chorar É culpar alguém  Mas quem Como posso ter fé Nesse mundo de ganância  Onde os maus ficam, Se multiplicam E os bons vão  Nos deixando na dor, Na saudade... Co...

I gambled with my luck I gambled with our life I lost, you gained  I built a castle and I forgot  It was built with sand The waves came and washed it And I was trying  To pickup the wet sand The waves kept coming Till someone told me To let it go You can’t sit there And just keeping watching it Let it go You need to get up  And move forward  Your life will never be the same You are paying the price for  Your choices You are reaping what you sow Let it go, your past Just remember you are a fighter You never know what’s  Tomorrow will bring Keeping moving forward  And try not to build  A sand castle again  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Eu joguei com a minha sorte  Eu joguei com a nossa vida  Eu perdi, você ganhou  Eu construí um castelo e esqueci  Que foi construído com areia  As ondas vieram e levaram  E eu estava tentando  Pegar a areia molhada  As ondas continuaram vindo  Até que alguém me diss...

  If they only can really see me The way I am broken inside  I isolate myself, so people think I am Ok, I will be fine Depression creeping in so deep Is peeling the good layers out of me Lies wants to come out of my body I want to free my soul, so that When I go, I am clean  And I will become new Every tear that comes out of my eyes Is killing me slowly  My body can’t bear anymore My mind become a suicide bomb Negative thoughts is over me Can’t run from it It’s like a roller coaster  Of emotions I can’t bear anymore I lost everything  And the sad thing is I lost myself  And I lost my soul  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray  Se eles pudessem realmente me ver  A maneira como estou em pedaços por dentro  Eu me isolo, para que as pessoas pensem  Que estou bem, que eu vou ficar bem  Depressão rastejando tão profundamente  Está descascando as boas camadas de mim  Mentiras querem sair do meu corpo  Eu quero libertar minha alma...

How to get back to   The highway of life  When you grieve the lost Of a friendship, a family member  Of even a break up The dead won’t came back The relationship is long gone Only left is the emotions  That is turning our hearts into pieces The ones who is living Still getting on with their lives The ones who is finding themselves  Dead emotionally, sooner or later  They have to decide to Get into the highway of life And move forward  Or let the dead to creep in And take them to The darkness of the unknown  ©️ Renata Clarke-Gray   Como voltar para  A estrada da vida  Quando você lamenta a perda  De uma amizade, um membro da família  De até mesmo um término   De um relacionamento   Os mortos não voltarão  A relação não voltará   Só resta as emoções  Que transformam nossos corações   Em pedaços  Os que estão vivos  Ainda seguem com suas vidas  Os que estão...