Shades Of Clarke-Gray

All the words was said Was hard to digested  But at the same time I understood it You were trying to protect  My heart and yours  But forgot that mine Was already damaged  Nothing you can do  Will make any difference... Only time will tell me  How I will carry on But I know for sure  I will try my best to  See the beauty of it To feel the purity of it Until the pain subsides  Isn’t just let you go Is to giving space For someone to walking in  At the same time I am walking out Being careful not to Meet each other’s in the corridor Kinda of speaking  Now , only now, I am seeing the real picture  I am now on the other side  With the one thing different  I felt in love with you  When you were fighting The whole time not to Because you know the way  I am feeling right now ... ©️Renata Clarke-Gray Todas as palavras foram ditas  Foi difícil de digerir  Mas ao mesmo tempo eu entendi  Você estava tenta...

The words still hammering In my head Every little piece of it I keeping playing in my head I keeping going back In that moment  So I can pay attention if  I didn’t forget anything that was said And yes, was louder and clear  “I can’t afford to love you” Is echoing far and beyond  Louder enough for  My ears to hear it  And my heart to felt a sharp pain Without thinking clearly  The tears started to rolling Down my cheeks  Letting out all the pain  I felt in that moment  How could I be so foolish  Denying to myself that  All along you where planning  To be with her Telling me “Ifs , When and Who Knows” “You can’t afford to love me” But I love you without thinking  About the price I will pay for it And here I am,starting the payment  Without the guarantee of refunds ©️Renata Clarke-Gray  As palavras ainda   Estão martelando  Na minha cabeça  Cada pequeno pedaço   Eu continuo repeti...